"It’s hard to stop loving someone when they’re always in your dreams, haunting you, taunting you, always out of reach.

It’s sick love, the kind of love you’ll die by fire like the phoenix over and over for, the kind of love that transcends logic, time, and death."

My name is Jennifer Battershill. I am a spiritual clairvoyant who lives in northern New Jersey. NJ is a hot spot for paranormal activity, hence the “Weird NJ” magazine. I also have experienced psychic dreaming and somewhat laugh when I still make the same wrong turn as in my dream. We’re human, bound to make mistakes, but what matters most is dusting ourselves off and starting over again.

Speaking of psychic dreaming, I am super excited to announce that my book is for sale involving such a phenomenon.

In the summer of 1982, teenage Veronica is plagued by vivid, recurring dreams of a mysterious man. A stranger in her waking life, yet achingly familiar, as if carved into her soul. What begins as a tender, dream-bound friendship soon ignites into a passionate love affair, confined to the fragile realm of sleep. Then, her reality shatters: she spots his face on a record sleeve—Alan Runner, the enigmatic lead singer of a British pop sensation sweeping the globe. He’s untouchable, a distant star—until eerie coincidences, waves of déjà vu, and lyrics that mirror her own dreams murmur an impossible truth: he might be dreaming of her too.

But even soulmates can be star-crossed. Spanning decades, this bittersweet saga traces Veronica’s relentless quest to bridge their dream-forged bond with reality, as she summons the strength of a tiger to press on, wanting so badly to reveal her secret to Alan without sounding like a million others, all while facing a world determined to keep them apart. Interwoven with Veronica’s raw dream journal entries, haunting poetry, Alan’s soul-stirring lyrics, and fleeting moments of REM-woven intimacy, this tale of love’s unyielding persistence blends truth and fiction. Inspired by real-life experiences and featuring authentic dream entries, it explores the ache of longing across the vast, unyielding divide of sleep and reality—a love that dares to defy fate, even as it breaks the heart time and again.

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